Desires to be different

While i stretch too far...out of my way...out of my limits...my happiness... I suddenly realise that i dont know what am trying to reach. Just how do we realise what we want unless we get it or feel it or hear it.,..see it...smell it.. relish it ...and why do I try so hard when i dont know how it's going to be. When I believe I wnat something, from where exactly does that need arise...from within myself...from people i see around me... or from a dream that I had at 3 in the morning? what inspires me...will obviously have inspired someone else as much... and if I want it as badly as the other person, then what's the difference between me and that person... NOT MUCH RIGHT?> then we have every reason to assume all of us share common needs and desires, ambitions...all of us like to dodge our way to catch a window seat in abus, all of us want money, all of us want love...someone to take care of and to be taken care of...then why do we chose to be different form others because the basis of your needs, desires are in line with others, sometimes inspired by your neighbour, by your girlfriend's second brother's classmate, by some arbit philosopher. What makes us different from others? what's the need to be different?

Here I am sitting at my office...signing up for a new blog for the million-th time. I think one needs to be gifted to remember their usernames and passwords. Yeah...I can always have a single username and password for all my accounts, but thats so dull and boring. It gives me a great kick to recall my usernames and passwords at the most desperate...trying...moments. My intuitions are strongly sending signals that are in favour of this username and my password. So here i Come... :-)